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Tuesday, June 30, 2009 4:03 AM twilight  "I'd do anything to protect you , Bella"Time checked . 4:03 AM Labels: nights ayang Saturday, June 27, 2009 12:49 AM lighten off I have so much to blog about but my hands are stuck . Alot of things i wanna share but i don't know where to start . Shiat i hate this part right here .
First things first , my school closes for a freaking week for year 1 ( yes it means i need not come school for a fucking joking week ) due to the flu crisis . WAIT WAIT this does not spell hooray for me cause we have to do E-learning on our laptop and be on it from 8.30 am till 3.30pm just like normal school time basis . YES what the fuck i know . On the contrary this virus thing is getting more serious than i thought . Oh God . Earlier this morning i was online and doing my school assignment online when i saw my classmate's MSN pm goes " MJ RIP ? NO WAY" . I was wondering who is MJ and she told me it was Micheal Jackson . I could not believe it either but "dengan kuase Tuhan" the Indonesian channel my granny was watching showed some news about MJ's death . Okay that's confirmed MJ really had passed away . The King Of Pop has gone . At least i was proud he had converted into Islam . But it got me thinking , when will be the day that i die ? Life is so unpredictable when it comes to life and death . ( Only God knows ) On the sidetrack i was blog hopping and happened to view this particular gorgeous girl and found out that she had a new boyfriend after breaking up with her ex-boyfriend . The relationship was quite long as far as i know and i knew they went through thick and thin together before separating . I was shocked yet salute that girl at the same time . Cause she found that courage to move on with another guy whom she really feels can be her other half after all those sacrifices she made for her previous relationship . She did not give up on this thing called Love . She assured her ex boyfriend that she would not get him and other girls into some deep shits like how his ex girlfriends did to make her life miserable when she was with him . Am i supposed to declare it sincere love instead of true love ? Because she was able to forgive and forget about the past even though it was such a difficult relationship and had sacrificed alotttttttt for the happiness for the relationship but in the end they know it was not meant to be ? Is this what i call sincere love from her ? Definitely not true love cause true love stays forever but her owning a big heart by moving on in life and to forgive and forget the past , is it really was a sincere love ?  No matter how tough your life is gonna be , no matter how dark your life might be , just remember there will be a light at the end of the tunnel . See that smile ? And so , im gonna get back that smile , very soon .Very soon .  "My life is just as happy as it is . But your presence will add meaning to my life ."Labels: eye bags sigh Wednesday, June 24, 2009 12:52 AM Tablo the coolest shit Now this is tha S-H-I-A-T (!) Tablo's tha sex ! He's the one in white btw . God i should be turning in NOW . There's still school tomorrow . But how come i feel so Friday ? Labels: besok skola la babi Tuesday, June 23, 2009 2:30 PM HARD NEGOTIATION Second post of the day . Sigh ... Wait let me count . An hour left to go before the lesson ends . Again , SIGH . At this rate , i doubt we'll finish on time . Enterprise module is always taking up much time even after school . On the contrary i did very well for Mathematics presentation yesterday ! I was actually able to do the whole presentation of First Impression of an article . Not forgetting , i've got C+ for my Mathematics module UT *drops jaw to the ground* I FUCKING PASSED MY FIRST UT MODULE . C+ wasnt so bad after all comparing to my other ex scool-mates .
And now , i can't wait for my team's turn to present .Cause why ? CAUSE WE ARE THE LAST TEAM TO PRESENT BEFORE SCHOOL ENDS . HahHAhHahAH i did research on hard negotiation . No idea what it is about ? It got me thinking HARD though . ( Just smile if you get my lame joke ) Today is a happy day for me . Yesterday was a happy day for me . Everyday is a happy day for me . And tomorrow is going to be a happy day for me too .... i hope . Its been ages since i last posted pictures .. cause i have no friends . AIDA the loner girl . Woah that sounds so ......not me . You know whats me ? AIDA = ANTI-ENTERPRISE FACI Labels: pukmak nyer faci 11:04 AM hectic Have i ever told you that i hate my new enterprise facilitator ?
Yea fuck that . Totally hate her . Me no likey faci I am now offiicially ANTI-ENTERPRISE FACI . I have been on a unhealthy diet since Monday . Dont ask why or what . Im penniless now . Ok maybe i should rephrase this . Hi im Aida . Im still schooling , am broke now and forever and jobless since forever . What more can a 17 year old ask for ? Saturday, June 20, 2009 9:52 PM wretched  I have millions of things running on my mind but nothing to type . I have the time in the whole world to blog but im in a rush . I want to talk about alot of issues here but i can't find the words to type it out here. I was just helping but i lost my very best girlfriend and her trust for me . I used to be a very happy girl but now im not talking and smiling like i always did back then . I had best friends but now i rarely have close friends by my side . I used to laugh and cry with my best of girlfriends but now i miss those memories . I was always so proud of being me but now i am just so afraid of exposing myself to the world . I thought i have everything but i lost almost everything with just a snap of a finger . I had always loved running and swimming around but now i prefer sitting down admiring the sunset at Marina Barrage . If only i could cancel out the Buts in those sentences . If only . I miss Grandpa . I miss Phyna . I miss Az and gang . I hate school . Im sorry Lola . I hate myself for being such a bad friend . How could i ... I hate myself for forgetting God almost all the time . I want to work . I miss basketball . I hate having regrets . I need a hug . I want chocolates now . I crave for caramel frappe . I have not eaten big breakfast for a year now . I miss Lola Marshanda ( and again , im sorry ) And i dont need anyone else except Elfie . Look on the bright side Aida . People make mistakes in life . And from these mistakes we choose to make there are consequences . The question is , do you learn from your mistakes ? And even if you learn from your mistakes , are you gonna do that same damn thing again or change ? Someone back then told me we have to give and take in everything - in life , in school, in friendships , in the family and even in relationships . We can't possibly take all the time and never give or even vice-versa . I thought to myself again , what do we give and what do we exactly take from the other person ? I thought and thought but i still could not come up with a bloody perfect answer to this question . We can't make everyone happy all at one time . It is purely impossible . Our actions may hurt one party or maybe both , but please believe that everything happens for a reason . "I have millions of things running on my mind but nothing to type ." I have typed everything and emptied my heart . Labels: they dont understand Friday, June 19, 2009 12:40 PM wei jie beside me Finally ........ Thank God its Friday ! I need money from the sky . God , grant me my dream job . No no not that Geylang one . Labels: rp sucks Wednesday, June 17, 2009 10:24 AM SHAGGED  It feels like donkey years since i last typed something here . School has started few days back and my oh my , im shagged . Totally shagged since last Friday ( AT LAST I HAD A FUCKIN NICE SWIM AT SENTOSA ) until my body aches everytime i wake up as early as six to shower and go to school . As usual me being the kambeng Aida ( HA HA ) , were late for class 3 days consecutively . It takes time to adapt to Monday Blues and getting up early and feel the morning dew everyday though . I have a new facilitator and she turns my sweet dreams into a nightmare . Again i shall say NIGHTMARE . She made my heart race fast with those " very action - questions " when presenting . I dont like it . But i like being with Elfie cause he makes my heart race fast every single time he holds my hand , kisses my forehand and even hugs me ! Days felt like years , and theres nothing more i can ask for but to yearn for his love . ;With You Im Loved . Labels: kiss my ass bitch Saturday, June 13, 2009 6:26 PM Through The Rain I couldnt find the official music video on youtube so i decided to make do with this video . But i strongly encourage you guys ( whoever is reading this and is interested to know more ) to watch the official music video of the song Through The Rain by Mariah Carey . There is a story behind this fantastic song . I have to take my hat off for Mariah Carey because her songs are in fact very very meaningful indeed . From her songs i can actually learn something valuable . About things in life , about myself , about how i should take things in life and even making me realise that nothing is impossible in this magical world of wonder . I once wrote a note to self , "When you feel the world come crushing down on you , DONT GIVE UP ." I hold that note to myself till now , till this very minute . I hold tighter to my faith everytime i am faced with a setback , be it a major or a minor one . Like people always say , there will always be a light at the end of the dark tunnel ( sorry i forgot the real phrase heh heh heh ) . If people take these phrases into account , i can gurantee you that you will feel blessed surrounded with people who are willing to go through thick and thin with you . On a lighter note , i am very very very very very very happy and blessed to have Elfie by my side almost round the clock . I am proud to say that this is the beginning of everything and having able to share my happiness with this step cute guy yang tak menjadi . ( HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA jokes la awakk ) And this is the lyrics to the song . AND AND AND i would like to dedicate this song to Elfie (: When you get caught in the rain With nowhere to run When you’re distraught And in pain without anyone When we keep crying out To be safe But nobody comes And you feel so far away That you just can't find your way home you can get there alone it's okay what you say is I can make it through the rain I can stand up once again On my own and I know That I’m strong enough to mend And every time I feel afraid I hold tighter to my faith And I live one more day And I make it through the rain And if you keep falling down Don’t you dare give in You will arise safe and sound So keep pressing on steadfastly And you’ll find what you need to prevail Once you say is I can make it through the rain I can stand up once again On my own and I know That I’m strong enough to mend And every time I feel afraid I hold tighter to my faith And I live one more day And I make it through the rain And when the wind blows And shadows grow close Don’t be afraid There’s nothing you can’t face And should they tell you You’ll never pull through Don’t hesitate Stand tall and say Yeah yeah yeahhhh I can make it through the rain I can stand up once again On my own and I know That I’m strong enough to mend And every time I feel afraid I hold tighter to my faith And I live one more day And I'll make it through the rain PS : ELFIE PLEASE GIVE ME A TEXT WHEN YOU'VE READ THIS Hugs and Kisses Labels: BORING Tuesday, June 9, 2009 11:51 PM zerosevenzerosixzeronine Out of my head in a memory of you. I'll never forget what you put me through. It wasn't right, what you did. But I was just as wrong as you. I took you back, just for you to destroy me again . That's what you get for still having faith in someone who had broke your heart into unmend pieces.  When I watch the sky above, or when I watch the fields below, I can't help but notice that your hand rests in mine. I can't help but stealing a peek of you smiling at the corner of my eyes. I can't help but closing my eyes in the cinema. Words can never really say what the heart can really feel. So let these moments show you. Labels: blow me a kiss Friday, June 5, 2009 10:32 PM JIWER  I miss those times . I miss those laughter we had everytime we had an outing . I miss the smiles on each of your faces everytime time you guys see me laugh ( like i need an oxygen tank , i know) . I remember the first time i met you guys in a class chalet but i was the only one who was not your classmate besides Atiqah and kak Nab's boyfriend ( i think ) . HA HA HA since then i became a part of you guys . The feeling's so great that i felt that you guys were the best for me . the best i could ever had . I forget the world when i am with you guys , especially with Dino and Matin ( and you should be freaking proud that i still remember you even after korang da ader girlpren ! ) . Thats why i was so jiwerrrr with you guys . But so soft and slow , its fading away .... far away . I guess imperfection is the only value that made friendships lost along the way . How heart-breaking it is to know how the word A PART became APART to me . My apologies for puting him my priority than you guys , i guess i finally realised nothing is more intangible than family and friends . Never make someone your everything , because when you lose that someone , you will have nothing . Like i said again and again , that is so true . On top of all , i miss Elfie (3 sad faces for me pleaseeeeeeeee) PS - If korang happen to read this post , you guys should give me call or text to thank me (: Memories hold in my heart , always . Labels: nvr thought love like this Wednesday, June 3, 2009 6:51 PM dedicated to you love  Where is this bubbly - cheerful - the smile girl who laughs even at the slightest thing ?Where has this oh-forget-the-world-when-with-friends girl gone to ? HA HA HA i gotta search for it , real soon .I wonder ...... Where's my kambeng laughter which cheers everyone around me up when they hear it ? . . . Crack that babies . Search for it ? Nahhh . I did that wayy back time boy, wayy back time . I searched for it high and low , up the mountains and down the drains and hills at Bukit Merah only to know that it is right in front of me . But it's time to be me now , cause last night i went to bed with a gigantic smile plastered on my face . At last , after so long . Call me your sugar , pretty please flameboy ? Labels: i love my granny Monday, June 1, 2009 6:28 PM BUT SOMETIMES , YOU CAN'T TRUST A PERSON OF THE SAME GENDER Everything happens for a reason babygirl . Labels: ohh my lips like sugar lol 3:30 PM I DONT UNDERSTAND  Sometimes , i don't even know if the people around me are for real .Imma take off tonight . Fuck that shit . Why isit that i still don't learn the bloody lesson ? Bloody hell jackass . Labels: learnt 2:30 PM MONSTER VS ALIENS  Saturday evening was well-spent with Elfie at town . I made him wait for me at the interchange OMG Elfie i am so sorry . Heh heh . We watched this movie 3D at Cineleisure Cathay before going home . It was cool ! My first movie with Elfie & my first time watching a 3D movie . To make it more personalised , i shall say i had a lovely night . A day feels like years ... Heh heh heh . Wont elaborate on it any further *winks* Not forgetting to say that Kok Wei looked great on the field this evening . HA HA . Well even though you guys still lose in the end but still they looked hot on the field chasing after one ball to get into the goal net . Woah like dogs huh . (Oopsy) In addition to today's entry , my holidays are already here (please insert a triple sad faces here) because i have no plans for these 2 weeks of holidays . No freaking plans ! Somebody strangle me please . I guess i am back to square one - rot at home like a fat kambeng /donkey ( thats what my classmates call me in class by the way) I changed my skin - AGAIN ! huahuahuahuahuahua .I dont find theres a need for me to write it here because its obviously changed -___________- but oh well its okay since my eyes now are semi-opened . YES NOW I AM TYPING WHILE CLOSING MY EYES . I SLEEP EARLY NOWADAYS ! hahaha crack that . ok now this will be my first happy post after so long ..... After i know Elfie (: *winks* Labels: baby kambeng da tdo zzzzzzzzzz |
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